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Sunday, July 10, 2011
9:54 AM
Sometimes I feel very fail. Compared to your friend, I feel as if I am nothing.
Why am I being blamed for everything? At least, tell me where the fuck did I go wrong.
['confessed']
Sunday, June 26, 2011
10:40 PM
You can really get addicted to kissing. 'Nuff said.
['confessed']
Friday, June 10, 2011
9:03 AM
What am I? I really fail much.
Tried to mess with him for fun but ended up pissing myself off.
Such an idiot. He didn't even care. What exactly am I trying to do? Make him jealous? I guess so. Ended up backfired coz he doesn't care what I do. I was depressed and pissed at the same time.
I am just childish, isn't it? A childish way to get his attention. And he doesn't even care. In the end, its my own fucking fault then.
['confessed']
Sunday, April 17, 2011
10:44 AM
He told me again. And he bugged me. And I told him. If he gets the hint, then its good, coz I don't wanna repeat myself anymore.
Whether hes serious or not, I don't care anymore.
Its inevitable for this to happen, I guess.
Afterall, I am a human being...
This is really getting complicated.
['confessed']
Monday, April 11, 2011
11:03 AM
Maybe its because we are behind the screen. I can't comprehend things efficiently and effectively. I went emo, i cried, and i brood over it. That's doesnt' feel good.
Seriously. I just can't hate you at all. I don't want to be angry at you. I don't want to quarrel with you.
I will feel very sad you know?
Really.
Because I liked you. That's why I feel sad when we get into conflicts.
I promise that i will rant it all out when I am facing problems out there. So that I won't give you the wrong idea that i decided to go pissy out of the blue.
Another thing, I will just deal with it okay? Your temper. All your faults and your goodness, they define you. Just be yourself. So that everything is fine again. Okay?
Lastly...
I am really sorry. Forgive me for all the crap and the troubles i caused you. I am sorry. Really.
Its all my fault. All my fault. I will reflect on myself. Okay?
I am really very sorry.
['confessed']
Sunday, April 10, 2011
11:24 AM
I am going to update my fanfic tomorrow i promise e.e
Recently I am busy with stuffs and got dragged into a few mmorpgs as well x.x
Speaking about mmorpgs... that reminded me of a certain someone in game. Who called me a PMS Queen just because I decided to keep quiet and all when misunderstandings happen, that person probably thought I am angry, emo'ing or being pissy. Not very nice to be called that, you know.
So I decided to delicate this post to him.
You guys out there who know me very well, I don't really get angry for long you should know =) Probably because me and that person still don't really understand each other's temper much. Worse still is that, someone else actually agreed to that status update on his FB, about me being a PMS Queen. I have to swallow everything down and keep quiet, even though I don't feel really good about that. It made me feel rather sad. That person in question is a nice fella, but, i found it difficult to comprehend his temper and what he is thinking at times.
Unlike him, I don't like to fight back. People may call me a loser, coward and so, I could care less. I hated conflicts. Always. I always chicken out in each and every single one of them. And apologize as much as i can. It seems that I am always in the wrong, but, as long as there isn't any more conflicts for me to deal with, I am happy enough.
Well I guess those people i know in game will never check this place out, so I thought its quite safe to pour my clogged thoughts here.
To that specific person who called me PMS Queen... That doesn't sound nice. At all.
And the thing is, I REALLY REALLY REALLY do not even know what is going on when you decided to keep quiet and all without telling me the reason until i bugged you to. "Are you alright?" I asked. When your replies are snappy and all, I thought you might need some time to cool down, so I kept quiet. I can't read minds you know?
Lastly, which I hate to repeat... I am not an anger incubator. You did made me slightly pissed earlier on with your snappy replies, but I decided to swallow that. And hey... I did apologize first. Even deleted that FB status i posted, to tell you that I am not angry. If I offend anyone in anyway, I am really sorry. BUT AT LEAST TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON! q.q
*looks at his FB states with replies* *sighs*
So I am such a pissy person to you? *sighs again* ...maybe its just words that we are seeing, that made us start to assume what that person is thinking or feeling.
*feels very bitter*
I attempted to understand people, but why won't they try to understand me?
['confessed']
Thursday, March 24, 2011
1:37 AM
Am getting busy these few weeks, hence the cease in blogging. Quitted my job and wait for the uni application results at the moment. Wish me luck, coz i wanna continue with my studies ;)
Btw, working sucked.
Anyway, decided to make a comeback to Fiesta OS. Many things happened in there tho, lol. Lazy to elaborate here. Maybe next time *laughs*
About the fanfiction, I am still working on it. Already have the entire plot planned out in my head, I am jsut lazy to type them down ^^" Sorry, hehe. I will get on with the chapters this coming Saturday =p
Lastly, yo all those spammers in my cbox, begone! I have bloacked you people. Scram D<
Peace out <3 Thanks for dorpping by =)
['confessed']
Known as: DATsubasa aka Aeriea
Age: Unknown
Location: In a weird dimension and a place called SG
BoD:17th May
Personality: A sunny funloving psycho (try to imagine that, meh XD)
She Loves:
-Writing fictions
-Drawing
-Listening to music
-Her piano and guitar and loves playing them
-Her hands
-Composing music
-Sleeping
-Apples and honey
-Scythes
-Gaming
-Reading
-Sarcasm, Cynicsm, Sadism
-Being a girl
-You
HearinG Me RoaR
Too many spammers abusing it. Took it off. =.=